Lil update

 

 Hello Peeps 

Hope you doing well? 

Yesterday I had a day off so like today and I really try to focus on myself right now. 

It is kinda hard at the moment for me, I feel a little lost. I really need to finish two cosplays for next weekends event "Pixelmania" and I lost all my motivation on doing it. 

I do finish the shoes for Akali the other day ... but the progress is really slow. And I´m scared not gona make it. And I know LadyDevimon from Digimon is the all time favorit. I know I have to do it. But I´m just tired of forcing myself. My goal at the moment is: "Just to something every day and try to keep up with."  

At the moment I´m more into Gyaru, in fashion in decluttering and try to minimize my stuff. My head is full of: what can I sell to get rid of some of my stuff.  ALTA is helping me a lot to realize what I have in my closet and it is so much fun finally wearing my cloths! I do love fashion and getting dressed up since I can think. And since I´m in training, I was like: "yeah I just wear a tee and a baggy jeans" ... just to make it through the day without standing out. I really lost a big piece of myself at this time. Little by little I found my way back, making things easy to achieve, like: "What sould I wear today?" ALTA make it easy - I know you think: "girl, you talk so much about this app, it is not a lifesafer." But it finally give me some joy back into my life... Fashion, wearing this beautiful cloths I have - is something that makes me happy. As crazy as it sounds. 

Today I watched some videos on YouTube about project pan, I know this challenge for so long, but I know that I couldn´t make it. But what it do, is to inspire me to use some of my stuff. I really hate my nails at the moment, but I can´t do gel or acrylics atm, and in one video a girl uses nail polish, and I was like: "yeah, why not some good old nail polish?" Nailpolish didn´t last long on my nails, I don´t know whats wrong with it ...  even with gel I have massive adhesion problems. But Project Pan inspired me to use up some of my good old nail polishes. 

And I absolutly love the result. 

 

 

Yesterdays co*de

 

 shirt... pinky girls
skirt... tally weijl
shoes ... dola lovely
bag... aliex
bow... action
necklace... tally weijl
earrings... six
cardi... esmara
socks... shein

 

 

 

I really love this outfit.

I just do a little night walk yesterday and grab a brioche croissant and a coffee.
It was a amazing sunset.

 

thats all for now. 

xoxo

Tamiko